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Sorry Guys.. I haven't had the opportunity to blog lately... I realize a lot has happened sense I Blogged Last... I don't know Like I got married.. Haha.. 

Anywho's I am going to be updating more often, and I will catch you all up on what has happened the last few month..

Three Weeks

So it is three weeks from tomorrow until I get married.. I am kinda nervous, but mostly excited. Right now the plans are that I fly out there on the 8th and we get married at the court house on the 9th. We will be doing a little dinner party thingy there with his family and friends. We will then spend the next two weeks waiting for all the paper work and everything to get done. I am super excited to take two weeks off of work. Especially the way things are these days. I will be back here in Orem on the 22nd or 23rd. Hopefully with Donald, but there is a slight chance that his papers will be ready yet, so I may have to come without him. That will be sad.. But we are all hopein that doesn't happen. We will then be going to my parents house that weekend to meet my family. Then two weeks or so later we will have a reception here. If we knew 100% that he would be able to come back with me then we would do our reception the weekend that we get here, but we do not know for sure, so we are waiting..

Anywho's I will keep you updated...

Florida

Ok everyone. I am going to admit I suck at this whole blog thing.. But I am trying. Be patient with me please...

My trip to Florida was not what I at all expected. Don't get me wrong I had tons of fun, but the first day I was there we were thrown some bad news. Things on his end did not turn out the way we had planned, which made us have to make a very important decision. Most of the time I was there we spent trying to figure it all out. We knew that this was a possibility, but we were hoping for the best. All in all what happened is that his is unable to leave Florida because he does not have a passport anymore, and he is in waiting for some other news.. This other news will most likely never happen, so pretty much our only choice if I ever want to see Donald again is get married in Florida.. So I am going to florida on the 8th of January to marry Donald.. It is not at all like I had imagined my wedding to be. I mean for heaven's sake he hasn't even met my family yet. That is big. Really big. It saddens me to death that I am pretty much eloping and my family will not get to witness the most important day of my life.. It is really really hard. We talked about maybe not telling anyone, and just coming back here when he can travel and doing it all over again, but that was not a good idea, so everyone that is the plan ok... We are going to be going to the Justice of Peace and just doing it there and then his family is going to do a little dinner thing, and then we are stuck in Florida with no where to stay but with his family for the next two weeks. Not exactly the way I had planned to spend my honeymoon. Oh well I suppose.. Why does everything have to cost money? That pretty much sucks. There is no other options...

      

Well anywho's... I had tons of fun while i was there. It was sooo good to see him again, and his family is amazing. I am going to have two of the cutest little nieces.. I will truly be blessed to have such a great family.. To bad it isn't happening differently...

We officially got engaged while I was there. Ring and all. To bad it was two sizes to small.. :( I must get it sized soon. He is so cute. I was a mess the last night I was there. I was crying and he went off on all this stuff and I was just crying and not really listening cause I was trying not to cry, and then he said some very very very cute things about this CTR ring I gave him before he was baptized and right before he moved to Florida. Ya know how it was something that he could look at and remember how much I loved him. That he never took if off because he felt like i was with him when it was on, and ya know sappy stuff, and then he said I don't want you to leave here without one, and then he pulled it out of his pocket. and i cried even harder.. I probably said some dumb things. I can't remember.. Oh he is so cute... I pretty much love him, and he is perfect for me... 

8 month but 1 week

So it has been eight months sense I have seen Donald. It has also been three days sense I have heard from him which is killing me, but I knew that was going to happen so it is ok. 

Anyways back to the whole 8 months. Holy moly. That is like a long long time. I am not going to lie. When he left I about died, but the logical me said, "Kelsey whatcha cryin for? You know you ain't ever going to see him again." I tried really hard to be logical, but somethin. I don't know what, but somethin kept me going, kept me havin faith, kept me believin. Now that I am seeing the end of the tunnel we call being away from the man that you love I am happy happy happy. 

Now the one week part. I will be seeing donald again in one week from today. Oh my goodness. Who would have thought? I am so excited!!! I feel like most of the time I am in shock. I don't know if it will really really hit me until I am on the plane that I am about to finally be in the arms of the man I left at the airport 8 months ago. The man that I know I want to spend the rest of eternity with. The man who has my heart. I can't wait for yal that haven't met him to meet him. Oh my goodness.. I think this is really going to happen... 

Our Lifes Apart

Well I have decided to start this whole blog thing in hopes that maybe by the time I do get married I will get the hang of it. Also so that you all can go through all this madness with me and know what is going on. Then Maybe you will believe me that is will happen..

So on the 12th of this month (tomorrow) it will officially be 8 months sense I have seen the love of my life. Sad but true. Ya know I never in a million years thought that I would love someone the way I do Donald. Who would have thought, and then to stay with him as long as I have without seeing him and doing those things that boyfriend and girlfriend do. I dreamt of this for so long, but I have dreamt it happening so much more differently. No late nights laying in his arms, no walking places with him, holding his hand and feeling so proud that he is mine, no date night, etc.... But instead late nights laughin on the phone, walking places alone with him on the phone, staying in on the weekends just to talk to him on the phone.. I have gotten so used to the Morning, noon, evening, and night calls that when he gets here I may not be able to live without it. I might just make him sit at his house and call him.. Yeah right... Who are we kidding...

So happiness.. On the 19th I am going to Florida to see him and to meet his family. I am scared out of my britches. Not only to meet his family, but to see him again, and mostly just to fly alone. Don't get me wrong. I am excited, but scared at the same time. I can hardly wait...